Letra de Zzyzx Rd. - Stone Sour

I don't know how else to put this
Its taking me so long to do this
I'm falling asleep and I can't see straight
My muscles feel like I may lay
Body is curled in an U shape
I put up my best, but I'm still afraid
Propped up by lies and promises
Saving my place as life forgets
Maybe its time I saw the world
I'm only here for a while
patience its not my style
and I'm so tired that I gotta go
What am I supposed to want now
what am I supposed to do?
Did you really think I wouldn't see this through?
Tell me I should stick around for you
Tell me I could have it all
And still I'm too tired to care and I gotta go

I get to go home in one week
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But I'm leaving home in three weeks
They throw me a bone just to pick me dry
I'm following soothing directions
I crawled up inside for protection
I'm told what to do and I don't know why
I'm over-existing in limbo
I'm over the myths and placebos
I don't really mind if I just fade away
I'm ready to live with my family
I'm ready to die in obscurity
'cause I'm so tired that I gotta go
What am I supposed to want now?
what am I supposed to do?
Did you really think I wouldn't see this through?
Tell me I am part of history
Tell me I can have it all
And still I'm too tired to care and I gotta go